I don't know how I feel about this. I should be writing this in my diary but I haven't got the energy to hold the pen. I don't have anything to say but the tears keep streaming and the faster I type the stronger I feel again. I just don't know what to do anymore and all I do know is that I can't stop caring; this is never going to stop bothering me.
He thinks that I still love him, but those feelings are long gone. I just miss my friend. More than anything else I hurt because my friend has rejected me and made it quite clear that they no longer care how I feel. And I still care, and I want him to be okay.
He makes me question everything. He makes me sit there for hours and hours questioning myself. Am I that person that he says I am?
I've lost sight of the answers
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